i have been offline for about 5 months and somehow maintained some of my skill (how?)
also, when i saw the amount of replies i kinda weirded out for a moment (last time it had 8 replies or something like that)
I posted my first beatmap. As crappy as it is, I'm somewhat proud of it. Proud of the time wasted during my holiday break to create it and it's still unfinished beats.
Today I finally realised that other people's opinions shouldn't influence my beliefs, especially when it refers to religion. Many thanks to one of my best friends. Cannot imagine life without them anymore :')
ZenithPhantasm
ZenithPhantasm
give me giant dango
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Deleted_6709840
Dear Osu! Diary,
School is coming back for me and I still have so much osu! playing to do. I AM NOT READY. I HAVE TOO MANY GAMES TO FINISH FIRST.
First, I'm starting to love this game more now I'm making progress.
Second, My future career as a game dev may have already started. I feel accomplished.
"Overall, I think people tend to reveal their true selves when they step into an avatar. As I said earlier, they probably feel some sense of freedom. But freedom easily gained quickly turns into a false sense of omnipotence."
Today I messed up again.
I really gotta stop feeling so bad after that happens, it'll be okay!
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Deleted_7520443
Dear osu diary or watev
Today I learned to do absolutely nothing and give myself carpal tunnel from playing too much with mouse and also ruin my eyesight from staring at an electronic screen too long
why do you hate me so much?
why cant you just let me get silver SS's all the time so we can be friends.
I guess you don't want that.
whatever, it all doesnt matter once we die.
Dear psu! diary,
i got 2 top plays today
and then a got to 2,024pp from a few hddt plays
just please let me get one more
i keep missing at the same spot
dear osu! diary,
today i broke my tablet pen, i already ordered a new one
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Dear osu! diary,
People are helping me mod my beatmaps and that makes me really happy.
Also, I have sinned and started writing osu! fanfiction to fill my spring break time.