Just to suffer?
Every night, I could feel my light mode, and my reply box... Even my color hex codes...

The forum I've lost

The pages I've lost

Won't stop hurting.
It's like they're all still there.

You feel it too, don't you?

The land might have changed image, but OT stays strong. They may change our surroundings, buy they will not change us!

Everyday, I move forward telling myself that I will be productive and that tommorow, I will have grown from the effort that I put the day before. But in reality, I am merely finding an excuse to keep these horrible memories from my head.

If I don't, I am overwhelmed by this enormous feeling of hopelessness and of grief that this act of terrorism put me trhough.

I always tell myself "It's okay, you're over this, keep working on bettering yourself", but I am merely lying to myself.

I tried to turn to religion to help me find a way out of this hell, but it turn out that it is just as useless as I always thought it was growing up.

Will I finally find the light at the end of the tunel or will I stay in this miserable state for as long as my day will last?

shhh
the confederation of OT ninjas is working on ing KM with octave-based scalings, allowing for 8-hour M-O-T survival runs. in the meantime, please be patient in our progress towards a brighter future.

I don't.

samX500 wrote: 4e1z5d

Everyday, I move forward telling myself that I will be productive and that tommorow, I will have grown from the effort that I put the day before. But in reality, I am merely finding an excuse to keep these horrible memories from my head.

If I don't, I am overwhelmed by this enormous feeling of hopelessness and of grief that this act of terrorism put me trhough.

I always tell myself "It's okay, you're over this, keep working on bettering yourself", but I am merely lying to myself.

I tried to turn to religion to help me find a way out of this hell, but it turn out that it is just as useless as I always thought it was growing up.

Will I finally find the light at the end of the tunel or will I stay in this miserable state for as long as my day will last?

ok that's pretty deep .-.

OT still stands, and so as it's people.
That's what all is important.

All this metaposting

OT=
Only
There

SOMEBODY SCREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAM